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Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
1:13 am
ok scratch that last post, we are not going to wyoming. instead...florida, a lot better than wyoming. anyway im really pissed at dave becuase he went to new york to see his family and hasnt called me. seriously i deserve a phone call telling me that he is alright and im really not sure if he even went, why don't guys think of these things? what is it going to hurt to pick up your cell phone and call your wife who is sitting at home watching her life pass her by. why didnt he call me, unless he's doing something i probably wont like. he's probably out getting drunk with his buddies or at the strip club. great so now im just thinking of all the things he could be doing and what i could be doing if i werent always at home. damnit, why didnt God give guys common sense. nothing is so important that you can't stop for 5 seconds and call or hell even send a text message. im just pissed off and i dont have anyone to talk to cause devin is in alaska. damnit dave
he's probably sleeping...dumbass

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Thursday, June 1st, 2006
1:53 am
so i found out where we are moving...wyoming
oh yeah that is going to be great fun i dont like cold weather. dave is all excited cause we get to see snow and he misses it. ha ive gone 7 years without it and im good with that. so ill be in a house all day with my puppy and dave will probably be working the night shift so i wont get to see him very much. oh well im kinda excited its been a while since ive gotten to move and we used to move every 4 years. good news, my dad said the base we are staying at doesnt really deploy too often. im ready to get out of san angelo anyway. and i will be getting a new cell phone but i dont know who with yet. so watch for a post with my new number.

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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
12:09 am
my husband
my family
my friends
my puppy
catwoman and batman
my computer
my phone
peach tea
the airport(mmm)
the moon
spongebob squarepants
my hangey chair
my big ass mirror
my hair
my tattoos
my piercings
my dried out flowers
talking to dave
my disco light
my room
being in college
my belt buckle
my shoes
my blanket
getting manicures
being massaged
having my hair brushed
laying out in the sun
having random conversations with devin
spinach dip
chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream
my clothes
my hats
licence plates
arjun powder
my bed
my marilyn monroe coffee mug that dave's mom sent me for my b day
great danes
flip flops
hello kitty
hula hoops
meeting different people
hanging out with jen, joel and daniel
mardi gras beads
plad pants
baby clothes
.......my life :)

current mood: happy

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Sunday, April 30th, 2006
11:41 pm
26 days... i can't wait, this is going to be sooooo hard.

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Sunday, April 16th, 2006
3:52 am
its about 4 in the morning and i can't sleep. so im sitting here watching date my mom, and i know its fixed. good news though, i drew up the tattoo i want on my foot, its sailor jerry inspired. its just a heart with a sword stuck through it, with 2 banners that say True Love, and David & Darielle. i like it, but i cant really draw so im going to let Daniel draw it up better and on tuesday i will be getting it done. blah blah, no one reads this, and i only update it when im bored.

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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
12:51 am - Birthday
my birthday was a lot of fun. i only got to see my husband for a few minutes, but they were a wonderful few minutes. devin and i went to dicks and after that we went to the hotel room and drank a few beers then we met some guys from romania and we tried to talk to them but it was hard to understand. then we went back to our room and were taking pictures and she busted her ass on the headboard doing flips on the bed. then we went to sleep and woke up and checked out, then we went downtown to the alamo, ripleys(made a badass wax hand, thanks dev) and the river center mall thing. i bought myself a badass belt buckle. after that we went to see my baby, he gave me a card and i gave him his box of stuff, he kissed me goodbye and went to do his air force stuff. then we dove home, but took the longest route possible and stopped to take a lot of pictures. so finally we got home and i went to aymee's and she gave me a bunch of presents. and now im at home and my mom told me happy birthday, so im going to go to sleep.

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Monday, March 27th, 2006
1:22 pm
i thought it was time for an update, so you guys know whats going on. things have been crazy i havent been partying a lot, mostly because im either in san antonio or watching my little sister. i hope everyone is doing great and i hope ill see everyone sometime soon

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Saturday, March 11th, 2006
12:31 pm
only 5 more days until i get to see dave!!! ill be going to san antonio and picking him up to come back here so we can hang out and so he can see his friends. i have missed him so much. the rest of his training is going to suck. all ive been doing is working and going to class. and hanging out with devin and the people from work a lot. so far i have gone to grahams a lot, i like going there, but i dont really like to dance all the time. most of the time i like to sit in the kareoke bar and make fun of the people that cant sing, hillary and matt understand. matt is fun to hang out with, he has done a lot of things in his life. last night he was telling me about eating fire and was trying to show me how to blow fire, but my lighter sucks. and then i was trying to save him from these girls, they were whores. we look out for eachother. he wants to come with me to san antonio to meet dave, and to go out to all the bars. yay i cant wait until i get to see my baby. alright well i have to clean because my grandparents are comming into town tomorrow. grrrr

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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
11:03 pm
i felt like writing a few things today but i dont anymore. these journals are always used for ranting and raving about how life sucks. but in all actuality everything happens for a reason. sometimes bad things have to happen so you can realize how you have been so self involved, selfish and self centered. im glad those things have happened to me. all they guys that fucked me over. all the friends that were just making me even more self involved. i lost all the things that mattered to me. and almost lost my family because of the things i have done in the past. its alright because i have great friends now and a wonderful guy for me in hawaii right now. he sent me flowers the other day, and they werent roses. he actually knows what my favorite flowers are. i might just end up living there with him. other guys dont even intrest me anymore.

i love my classes....all except for english. i dont know why i have to take that class i dont even need it.

im going to start saving a lot of money so i can move to irving and go to school there.

well thats about it...ill see most of you guys tomorrow night for good time friday night

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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
8:56 pm
fuck you 2005

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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
1:40 am
alright time for the holiday post.

what i got for christmas:
new boots, a sweater, a spongebob tv and dvd player, Family guy volume 3, Donnie Darko, earings, walkie talkies(for those camping trips), a manicure set, batman bubble bath set, and some money

i have a few more but i havent gotten the one from steve yet and joseph wont tell me what he got me.

i want to know what everyone else got

well im tired so im going to sleep now
night :)

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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
1:34 am
its been a while, so i thought it was time for an update.

why is it that im attracted to ass holes?

why is it that ass holes are the only ones attracted to me?

how the hell do they just use me for a few weeks then just never talk to me again?

why are most guys ass holes?

hmmm....sometimes these questions just need to be asked

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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
2:13 pm
yay i have today off... i dont know what im going to do with myself. ive had a lot of free time lately, ive just been sitting at home though..so if anyone wants to hang out tonight call me :)

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Monday, November 21st, 2005
10:56 pm
Aymee left me flowers and a letter on my car the other day and i read it and was thinking about giving her a second chance cause she sounds really lonely, but then she calls joseph and starts feeding him her bullshit, its like she cant just say that she did something wrong she always has to justify her actions. if she really wanted me as a friend she wouldnt call my friends and tell them what she was thinking, it just makes me feel like shes not sincere in what she tells me cause she goes around trying to convince them she wasnt wrong. if she really wanted to be my friend she wouldnt do that. show me you can be a big person and admit you were wrong, not just to me. thats all i have to say on that

on a lighter but sadder note, joseph left again...but hell be back for christmas. hes supposed to call me when he gets to cali but i forgot my phone at work. im such a retard, i only forget things when i need them. so dont call me, cause i wont be able to answer.

Raoul, if you read this call me tomorrow around 2

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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
1:34 am
I love joseph, he always knows what to say when i have a bad day. i dont know what im going to do when he leaves again. im going to be calling him every day just so he can cheer me up.

im going to test for verizon tomorrow and i may be getting a new job...a less stressful one. i will miss all the people there but i cant stand it anymore. as soon as i tell bill im leaving he is going to offer me a promotion but i am not going to listen because he has caused so much emotional and physical stress that is just not worth it, and plus ill be making at least 8 bucks to start out with and ive been working there for 9 months and im barely making 6...seriously who would pass that up. and ill be sitting on my ass all day talking to people instead of taking orders from dumbasses. oh and another plus...verizon has full benifits, and pays for college.

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Monday, November 14th, 2005
11:23 pm
victory is glorious especially when williams makes an interception and scores a td in the last 3 min...and what makes it even better is that mcnab tries to stop him but fails miserably. its just the simple things like football that make my life so much better :)

oh and a little advice...dont ever try a 60 yard field goal with a recovering kicker even if his record is 57 yards....its just not going to work.

this is what i live for school work and football

Dear McNab,
I hope your balls feel better.

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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
1:23 am
tonight was crazy. granny's house is fun. i saw a straightedge kid drunk and i got him some water and crackers. thats what i do i take care of people, i have fun doing it...except when people that do stupid things show up, then i dont have as much fun cause i worry about my friend's safety. BUT...i got to hang out with Raoul Ross Martin #2 he makes me smile and laugh.

i miss steve...but its like he never left cause i get text msgs all the time. but now i dont have anyone to go to grahams and sing with. ive made up my mind about going to hawaii to visit him, not only because i miss him but i miss hawaii...i spent so much of my life there and now im stuck in san angelo where all we have is lakes, and not very good ones.

well im going to go to bed, cause i have to work in the morning

current mood: lonely

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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
2:16 pm - the weather is nice
im sitting outside because my dad's wireless isnt working and i cant get online from inside my house. so ill just use the numerous ones around my neighborhood, i dont think they will mind. i just took my algebra test and did horrible, i dont like the way he makes his reviews really easy then when you go in for the test its like trying to read a foreign language. Oh and that report i was working on forever, i finished it and was about to send it off, but thats when my dad's connection decided to fuck everything up so i had to run outside after 10 min of trying to fix it and finally got a network and sent it off....it was 2 min late but hopefully he will still accept it.

if youre gonna say shit you better say it out loud

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
11:39 pm
wow...so i go out to eat with my family last night and my parents were throwing down all these weird hints that i didnt get...i told my mom that if she had another kid i would pay for her to have her tubes tied...then i think to myself, shit shes pregnant, then that comes out of my mouth and she looks at me and laughs and says surprise...whoo hoo im going to have another little baby to take car of and im going to have to either give up my huge room and let my 2 little siblings have it or let laynee share a room with me...im just going to move out. i feel so left out of the baby thing, maybe i just need to join in on the baby making...no wait i at least want to get part of my college out of the way and be on my own.

in other news...wait no i dont have any other news

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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
7:14 pm
alright so my weekend started on thursday and isnt going to end until tomorrow...
thursday - i went over to kim and chris's appartment and hung out there with chris and his friend holden. we had fun.

friday i went over to granny's house for his halloween party. that was a shitload of fun.

saturday i went with steve to grahams. we met the marine guys from the navy ball that were hitting on me. they were miller refs. it was the funniest thing i have ever seen. they looked hot too. awww and they told me i looked gorgeous:) it made me smile. i was the best looking marilyn monroe there. one looked like a man and the other was fat.

sunday i went to sam's bday party and had a few beers with his dad, i like his dad. i was a sexy mobster for that party.

monday- i havent experienced this day yet, but it has to be fun because i get to wear my costume for work!!! everyone come and see me

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